Saturday, November 21, 2009

862 days with siti sandy.

hurmm,, okay. today is the 5th day of the absence of my Siti Sandy.
i believe that you must be wondering who's the girl named Siti Sandy am i talking about?
she's actually a pet of mine,,
she's a little tortoise that i bought from Uptown Danau few years back; 7th July 2007.
at the early age of her,, she was as tiny as 4cm width!! ahhh,, just imagine how cute she was!
i bought her and another one lil' tortoise named Ahmad Patrick for RM8 each!
i fed them everyday with palettes and lots of love with the hope that they could live for more than 100years!
haha,,yeah. i know my words seems ridiculous,, but that's the fact!
a tortoise could live for more than 100years. believe it or not?
not really actually.
coz Sandy and Patrick are the red eared slider species. they could only live approximately for 30years.
the one that cauld live for more than 100years is Gopher Tortoise.
don't believe it? i'll prove it! click here!

okay,,back to siti sandy and ahmad patrick.
when i started addopting these two little babies, they refused to eat the palletes that i fed.
plus, they kept on hibernating.
i was so worried at that time, and prayed to god everyday hoping that they'll eat the food and will be living for years.
eventually, after like a week, they finally getting familiar with those palletes and ate them.
so, i gave them quite a lot of food every day,, pagi petang siang malam!
until sandy turned out to be OVER WEIGHT!!HOHO. if i brought sandy to a vaterinarian, i'm sure that the doctor would be mad at me coz i didn't maintain constant feeding time. hishh,, tuan tak bertauliah si fatin ni!
plus,i should gave a sufficient space for them to live. so they did fight and injured themselves.
Patrick used to bite sandy's toes lots  of times and caused her toes to be only 7 finggers left.
omg!pity her.

day to day passing by,, i think i had abandon both of them halfway. now i spend most of my time with Faheem, my nephew. i  always forgot to feed them,, ohh sangat jahat! ;( and maybe that's the reason why Siti Sandy ran away from home!
ohh god! maybe she has died right now either coz she's hungry, being hitted by a car, or maybe she was found by one of my neighbours and had been eaten by them. well, i live in chinese neighbourhood. they do eat these kind of exotic animals.
hmm,,how sad!
now, Ahmad Patrick lives alone. he got no friend, no enemy. ;(
i'm quite pity to my mum too,, she had spent loads of money for me to buy their food. ;(

recently i found a poem which the writer seems to have the same feelings as mine,,
here it is:


With sadness and regret
The loss of my beloved
Special "child" who was my pet.

It's been a year of longing
Wishing you'd return to me ...
For though you left one year ago,
I cannot "set you free".

Though time has made it easier,
To go from day to day ...
No one can understand the
"Special" role your life did play.

For every day you were a part,
Of love and joy and life ...
You had a way that focused me
And lessened daily strife.

I'd hurry home to see your face,
Behind that window pane;
Where wiggles, hugs and cuddles
Brightened up the worst of days.

And now I sit, with eyes tear filled,
You are not by my side;
And when I see the window,
It is bare and bleak inside.

Emotions, they are raw today,
I'm simply torn apart ...
For hollow, wrenching feelings
Tear apart this very heart.

An emptiness, that's deeper than
The oceans ... fill my soul;
A painful hunger bites my
Inner self beyond control.

For though time healed the daily wounds
I wore upon my sleeve,
I shelter from the world outside
Just what you meant to me.

No children was I blessed to have,
My womb was barren ... yet,
You filled the void my darling one,
My sweet and lovely pet.

To me, you were more human
Than some others I have known ...
You gave such love and tenderness;
T'was deep within your soul.

Now spring is here, and little things
We loved now cause me harm ...
The walks we'd take around the yard
No longer hold their charm.

We're packing just to get away,
And leave this home we've lived ...
For without you to share this with,
I get no joy from it.

I see you as I turn each step,
I watch for you each day ...
Oh little one, I miss you so,
... Much more than words can say.
Upon this day I reminisce

Friday, November 20, 2009

let's start over.

salam. today is such a dull day.
i just don't have any idea what to do right now, so i decided to start a new leaf by posting a new blog.
huhu~ blogging isn't a new thing to me actually. i used to blogging back in 2006 when i was in Form 1 until middle of 2008,, then i've stopped blogging. focussed on PMR maybe. wekk! ;P
after PMR, i continued with photo blogging through fotopages. but then, i was getting bored again,, so i turned off again! HAHA,, it's funny when i re-read all my old post back in those years. i was using so many weird nick names such as ted elien, nenek mude , grand-mere, datin duriani, fatin heyy-bud, fatin bee-jug, fatin surhinocerus, haishh. pelik2 je. =.="
haaa,, and now..
i'm starting to blogging again using blogspot instead. :)